Last night I was playing a show with one of my bands and completely zoned out throughout the entire performance. I didn’t play anything wrong or make any big mistakes. In fact I’ve found in the past that when I start thinking about what I had to play next I’m more likely to make a mistake. But at this gig in particular I noticed that I had no recollection of the specific things I was doing on the drum kit. It was like I went into autopilot mode and just played everything out of muscle memory.
Recently I’ve been thinking less and less about what I’m doing on stage and more about personal things in my life such as friends, relationships, what I’m going to do when I get home, what my favourite movies are; completely random things that have nothing to do with my drumming. I was so immersed in my drumming that I wasn’t even thinking about it. It had become the same as breathing; It wasn’t something I had to think about, it was just something I did.
This got me thinking about what immersion really is, and how in certain circumstances the less aware you are of the situation you’re in, the more immersive it really is. Another example of this that I can think of is driving long distances and becoming hypnotised by the road. You stop actively being aware of your control over the car, and it just becomes an extension of your body. I’m sure other people experience this through different means such as painting, writing or exercising. I think that immersion doesn’t necessarily mean you have to be immersed in the specifics of the activity itself. I think in some ways it means becoming unaware of what’s happening, and becoming oblivious to distractions around you.