
On Filming
There was much trepidation in the days leading up to the shoot day up until the moment I rang Hannah’s doorbell. I made sure I was as prepared and as professional as I could be – double checked all the tips from the media interview lecture AND dressed like how I thought a professional, hip filmmaker would look like (black turtleneck and pleated plaid skirt, fyi). There were some images I had planned like the make up and dress shots but everything else was a free for all. Luckily Hannah is very accommodating and we developed a good rapport throughout the shoot. I had some sort of loose vision, a feel and tone I was aiming for but it was still quite raw. We ended up shooting a couple hours worth of footage. Some were just us talking casually with the camera hanging loosely to develop a more comfortable and friendly environment. I filmed a lot of nooks and details in her house that I thought appropriate and just blindly shot and shot things.
The sit down interview was quite easy and relaxed but the show and tells proved to be most difficult filming wise. It was hard to be still – that was personally my biggest challenge. Next time I will have to just not hold the darn camera because I get too excitable, unpredictable, or (WORST OF ALL) indecisive. Watching things back, there were so many shots that just gave up half way because I must have gotten bored with it or lost hope in it. I need more stillness and calm in my camera/directing manner. I also need much more discipline when it comes to talking to friends. It’s great that Hannah was so comfortable but there were also times when our interjections did ruin what could have been some good footage.
On Editing
Editing is the thing I love so much but still dread doing. I’ve made myself a playground of footage to play with but with a playground comes great responsibility. I ended up with over 50 clips in total and had to title/categorise each one for easier organisation. The main interviews were in three long videos and I ultimately managed that by recording time marks and topics. I created my own sticky note timeline on the dining table, constantly rearranging them into some sort of logical, narrative order (some straying a little from its original contexts). Editing got very confusing and time consuming because I’ve filmed a lot of footage without knowing exactly what I wanted – it’s like trying to make a good story out of words floating around you and you have to somehow catch them in the right order!
The amount of power in editing also mildly frightened me a little. The interview shown in the final piece has been quite scattered and reordered to create new meaning and that much narrative control freaked me out a little bit. I am now really appreciating editing as another form of creative story telling because editing truly does takes vision, flexibility, and intuition. Seeing my own visions and ideas form, fray, and develop is always an interesting process. Using music as a simultaneous dialogue break/narrative progression as well as soundtrack for the “montage” like fantasies portraying Hannah’s wonderful mind was something that happened organically (and thankfully). Half the time I think I just pray to the editing gods to bestow upon me spontaneous ideas that will save my butt. I need to plan more and not depend on magic film deities, methinks.
Timing was also something I found a nice challenge – by which I mean subtly inserting clips in places that don’t slap you in the face with literal meaning or comically appear when the subject or key word is broached. I didn’t fully succeed in this and some clips still felt awkwardly placed and/or stilted to me.







