My video is very uptempo, colourful, and chaotic, depicting my frantic and inherently not calm personality. I also love performing and believe there are many versions of people all as sincere as the other so I tried to bring a humorous performative aspect of it as well. The aesthetic value was also very important and maintaining a clear tone was a priority during the editing process.
miss-array is made of many short clips, most in fast motion as if on some feverish caffeinated frenzy (which I often am). Shots are fragmented and change at a rapid pace to depict my mind – a chaotic place with too much running through it. The heavy colour tinting of some clips were inspired by the Czech New Wave farce Daisies (1966) which floored my creative mind the first time I saw it. I thought it was an interesting way to portray my tendency to obsess over certain things and also a way to experiment with unnaturalistic colouring. The 1920s film graining was a tribute to my absolute adoration for old films as well as emphasising the farcical aspect of the piece a la Charlie Chaplin.
I think I was successful in maintaining the tone and portraying the mayhem I had originally set out to do. I got the look and rhythm I imagined and am fairly content with it. I had a solid vision of what I wanted whilst simultaneously having no idea about the specificity of the in-between process. I “filmed to edit”, yes, but Premiere Pro was also unfamiliar to me and many of the things you see in the end were figured out along the way, sometimes by accident. I had such little concrete plans that I don’t even know how I ended up with a final product.
I struggled with the variety of sound because I so firmly had the montage idea in mind and found it hard to stray from that when the piece is so visually focused. I also think the piece looks very amateur and would like to refine my style and knowledge so I can portray and experiment without my work appearing so juvenile.




















