miss-array: My Self Portrait

My video is very uptempo, colourful, and chaotic, depicting my frantic and inherently not calm personality. I also love performing and believe there are many versions of people all as sincere as the other so I tried to bring a humorous performative aspect of it as well. The aesthetic value was also very important and maintaining a clear tone was a priority during the editing process.

miss-array is made of many short clips, most in fast motion as if on some feverish caffeinated frenzy (which I often am). Shots are fragmented and change at a rapid pace to depict my mind – a chaotic place with too much running through it. The heavy colour tinting of some clips were inspired by the Czech New Wave farce Daisies (1966) which floored my creative mind the first time I saw it. I thought it was an interesting way to portray my tendency to obsess over certain things and also a way to experiment with unnaturalistic colouring. The 1920s film graining was a tribute to my absolute adoration for old films as well as emphasising the farcical aspect of the piece a la Charlie Chaplin.

I think I was successful in maintaining the tone and portraying the mayhem I had originally set out to do. I got the look and rhythm I imagined and am fairly content with it. I had a solid vision of what I wanted whilst simultaneously having no idea about the specificity of the in-between process. I “filmed to edit”, yes, but Premiere Pro was also unfamiliar to me and many of the things you see in the end were figured out along the way, sometimes by accident. I had such little concrete plans that I don’t even know how I ended up with a final product.

I struggled with the variety of sound because I so firmly had the montage idea in mind and found it hard to stray from that when the piece is so visually focused. I also think the piece looks very amateur and would like to refine my style and knowledge so I can portray and experiment without my work appearing so juvenile.

Daisies (1966)

Still from Daisies

Still from Daisies

Daisies (1966) is a film by Věra Chytilová, part of the Czech New Wave. It is commonly labeled a “feminist farce” and was banned at the time for promoting and glamourising anarchy. And it’s true – the film made anarchy look crazy fun so consider me converted!! I saw this film the other week and my god it has changed me creatively. I was on Twitter at the right place at the right time when I saw Nowness post about it. I thought it was a photography project because they featured only stills but when I found it was an ENTIRE FILM of aesthetically pleasing feminist insanity?!! I. was. thrilled.

The concept of the film is simple enough: two teenage girls named Marie unrepentantly wreak havoc and leave a symphony of disaster in their wake. The imaginative editing, the girls’ flippant delivery of their characters, the colourful cinematography – I loved every bizarre moment and used some of it as inspiration for my own self portrait assessment. I dare say I would love to play around with this style more and create a more substantial work at some point.

It is definitely considered an avant-garde creation with its unconventional…everything. The structure is quite vignette-like with no obvious arc until the last 15 minutes of the film where its political aspects are explored a little more candidly (but no less fun!). We don’t really see the girls travel to any of their destinations nor talk about their future plans which makes each scene appear quite unrelated to each other. There’s a spontaneity in Chytilová’s chosen settings which add to the great dynamic of the film – in their bedroom one moment then a remote flower field the next with not a city in sight. The cuts in between are brisk and unpretentious, sometimes with a a frantic slew of textures flashing one after the other creating a sort of hallucinogenic daze. The editing in general features a lot of single colour tinting and many close ups – enough to disorient the audience. It really mirrors the girls’ volatility and single mindedness.

Another highlight is the use of sound, especially in scenes where the two girls are waddling whilst dissonant chords are stabbing in staccato with each step. I love their relatively naturalistic dialogue delivered in such a stylised fashion – there’s something very Brechtian about how the film reminds the audience that these are actors playing a scene.

On David Gauntlett

 

I must admit Gauntlett frustrated me when we were examining his vlog and writing and it must stem from the fact that everything he kept remarking on as the change in the media landscape is not a change for our generation at all. Our formative years were spent using and creating media for school projects and watching Youtube creators churn out successful, popular content. I always just assumed media would have a great emphasis on the creator. What even was Media 1.0 before the blurred lines between creator and audience?

I still liked his breakdown of the knowledge we need now though, however glaringly obvious it is to people with any semblance of the competitive creative industries.

Some of his main points in the video:

  • more engagement rather than studying media from the outside:
  • ease of making and sharing media
  • interaction rather than drawing audiences
  • not passive, it is the world we live in.
  • not a textbook definition any more, constantly evolving and we have to change and adapt to it
  • quite pragmatic in his approach, acknowledging the necessary importance of both practical knowledge and creative expression

ACMI Virtual Reality Experience: Stuck In The Middle With You

acmi vr

This 15 minute VR experience puts you in the centre of a contemporary dance performance by the Sydney Dance Company through occulus rift goggles and headphones. Three participants at a time, you stand on a stage in front of the “audience” (the waiting line) with a dance barre to hold on to for grounding. While waiting, we saw a few people go through the experience. Some brave and wonderful people just let loose and danced away with no care in the world! It was such a delight to see people’s visceral reactions to the energy of the dancers and theatre atmosphere. Furthermore, it was amazing to see how truly transported you could be during a VR experience. When your sense of sight and hearing are so explicitly affected, what’s to say what’s real or not? Media is totally shifting the way we tell and experience stories and it’s so exciting to see what media makers throw at us next.

Beyond the novelty of the experience, the short film (can I call it that??) also explores the displacement of identity, control, and expression which elevates it from gimmick to truly meaningful medium.

Blood In the Gutter: Editing for Page + Screen

Jessica Jones opening shot: Comic vs Show

Jessica Jones opening shot: Comic vs Show

 

Week 2 Reading + Editing Lecture 

The Blood in the Gutter comic came at such a great time because I started reading comics just a couple of months ago and immediately noticed how well comic presentation could so easily apply to screen storyboarding, editing, and cinematography. It’s a great and simple way to examine shots and the story telling.

My favourite part of the reading would definitely be the types of transition between gutters/shots:

  1. Moment to Moment
  2. Action to Action
  3. Subject to Subject
  4. Scene to Scene
  5. Aspect to Aspect
  6. Non-Sequiteur

It was so interesting to see the comparisons of dominant storytelling styles between cultures – how one artist could stray from the dominant style yet still remain mainstream/popular/straightforward.

I totally have to play with those transition styles soon – especially the non-sequiteur. The comic also had an interesting point about the relative impossibility of having truly unconnected images; that one way or another, we will impose some sort of relation on them.

I’m just really excited to play with editing styles and effects!! I’ve always enjoyed the post production process so it’s great to really study it more closely.

Media exercise in the Emporium: Wk 2 Lectorial

If we didn’t already know it before, this exercise cements into your brain that media is everywhere, used by everyone for everything: personal, corporate, marketing, art etc. It’s impossible to be immune to it if you lived in any kind of city. There are so many forms of media and the ways we use it are constantly expanding.

However, compared to many other shopping locations in the area (especially Melbourne Central), the Emporium has considerably less media exposure. It’s quite subdued in there in terms of screen bombardment and is by no means any kind of Time Square. It could be because of the Emporium’s reputation as a more upscale destination and they want to preserve that luxurious atmosphere.

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UP HIGH:

  • Animated restaurant menus on screens
  • Soundtracks to accompany your shopping, has the vibe of the store

ON THE GROUND:

  • Projections of logos/advertising images

MID-GROUND:

  • People on their phones
  • People taking photos
  • People on their laptops using the free wifi in the food court

BACKGROUND:

  • People on their phones
  • Screens projecting advertisements
  • iPads in many stores to enhance a more personalised, “cooler” approach to shopping in their stores

FOREGROUND:

  • People on their phones
  • interactive shopping centre maps/information/game screens

IN YOUR HAND:

  • my iPhone

Photos:

Video:

https://vimeo.com/158586383

 

Is the unmediated life more authentic than the mediated: A ramble

 

Week 2 Post

Screen Shot 2016-03-10 at 5.03.01 pmWhat even is an authentic life? How do you measure authenticity?! It is often said that people these days live behind a screen (usually implied as a bad thing) and we should all instead go out into the real world and have adventures. Okay, cool. The real world

I have a friend who has been working in remote South American forests these last few months and trees apparently don’t conduct strong wifi signals (who knew) so he’s pretty “unmediated” right now. Safe to say, he’s probably living a life many would call “authentic”, unperturbed by technology and the public gaze.

Me? In the last hour I’ve tweeted, inboxed people on Facebook, sent emails, surfed Youtube, and scrolled down Tumblr. You, studying Media and probably reading this from your laptop, might have spent a recent hour in a similar way. So what makes my eco buddy better than people like us? Is his life better lived, his time better spent, just because he’s in a hut with no running water? I, for one, enjoy running water and have little desire to live without it yet people applaud his way of living and dismiss our own as shallow. I’m sorry I like to have people and knowledge at my fingertips! It’s awesome that we can communicate with people worlds away from us or that we can share our passion on a globalised scale – it makes our experience of the world all the richer. This is the world we live in and media is at the forefront. The mediated world surrounds us now so mediated experiences should never be dismissed as anything less than a valid existence. Meanwhile he can play with a leopard while waiting 5 minutes for the gif I sent him to load…still a valid existence, I swear!

Now on authenticity – do my friendships in this city overshadow those with people overseas? So there can’t be hugs or coffee dates but there’s Google Hangouts and Tweets and everything in between that reflect just as much on who we are as people. Of course it would be cooler to actually play with a leopard than seeing a video of it but there’s nothing to say that metropolitan living is better or worse than less urbanised living.

Something that really irritates me are people who romanticise “those days when we actually had to talk to each other!” Oh, please don’t pretend for a second that 21 year old you in the 80s spent your evenings having lovely chats and playing Scrabble with your parents. You think your 18 year old great great grandmother spent all day having tea with her mother dearest? People will talk when they want to and find ways to get away from each other when they don’t. Nothing groundbreaking here.

Unfocused rant over. That was exhausting. Ummmm okay……..PUBLISH!

Samples of Self: Lo-Fi Self Portrait Project

IMAGES:

dressing lights

IMG_0259

shoes

bookcase

stage door

boxes

These collection of images are made up of the different moments and motifs that embody my life. bookcase and things focus on pure, untouched moments whilst boxes and dance shoes are clearly more staged photos – both portraying my life in equally faithful ways. The boxes in boxes actually hold a collection of memorabilia from every year of the past decade, as with those diaries slotted in. dressing lights and stage door fall between moment and motif, being both ordinary moments and partly staged snapshots.

 

SOUNDS:

Train Sounds

Rehearsal Studio Sounds

Late Night Sounds

These three ambient tracks portray the places I regularly find myself in. Rehearsal Studio is the only unstaged sound and no one was aware they were being recorded. The ticking clock in Late Night is a special favourite feature because of the almost delirious state it depicts when it’s 3 am and you’re doing god knows what. Typing is featured in both Late Night and Train – may reveal how much time I spend on my laptop.

VIDEO:

https://vimeo.com/158367987

The first clip is a very self aware recording of me losing my shit over a TV show. The faint blue light coming in from the window indicates it’s 6 am and I woke up just to watch the newly released clip.

There is one thing I can be certain of in my current existence and that is spending 2 hours on public transport to get to places every day. Nothing very interesting happens in that video because nothing very interesting ever happens on the train and it’s just this whirring, blue and grey eternity.

The last clip is just a bizarre little thing exploring escape and interruption.

TEXT:

it’s a gasp of energy and escape

a breath of ribbon

and moonlight

like pencils gliding under stars of ticking clocks

dancing on hats and painted saxophones

A little nonsensical thing I wrote that explores different sensations that somewhat encapsulate the entire self portrait project.

 

– Margaret xx

Playing journalist at the Australian International Documentary Conference!

AIDC 2016

I did the workshop through ACMI’s Intermix program (which I would recommend to anyone!!) and I spent two full days attending various panels and afterwards interviewing some of the people in them. Highlights were Jennifer Peedom (director of the BAFTA-nominated documentary Sherpa), Lindsay Crouse (producer of New York Times’ Op Docs), and Katy Morrison (producer of virtual reality company, VRTOV).

I have always enjoyed documentaries but have never studied them to such a scale. Here were some of the brightest in documentary media making and it was such an honour to be able to ask them questions. Exploring the development of virtual reality was especially fascinating as it seems to be well on the rise. It is slowly becoming charted territory with so much potential to expand truth and experience, as well as bringing up some questions on ethics and the responsibility of creators towards the audience. There were some interesting discussion on VR and genre but they seem to be leaning towards social justice films and journalism.

Peedom’s Sherpa moved me greatly and incensed me when required. She portrayed the community and the tragedy they underwent with such dignity as well showing the frustrating contrast between the Sherpa community who need a living despite the fatal risks and the careless Westerners who tend to exploit them. It was also a good lesson in the ethics of film making and director sensibilities when it comes down to how faithfully we tell the truth and story.

The Op Docs talk was just fun because there was so much genuine passion and support for the independent artists featured and creating them. I also loved the variety of subjects and styles they tackled – they really did just want to feature interesting people and their interesting stories, both the mundane and the grand.