Same old tricks
I’m in a rut of only doing things when they absolutely have to be done.
I just cruised through some of the other students’ blogs in my course and they post things constantly. You’re either suited to blogs, or you’re not. I’m suited to talking. Not always in a structured, informative way with a purpose, a lot of what I say are just musings or thinking out aloud. If I remembered half of the confusing things that I said throughout the day I could probably write a half decent blog about a whole range of things. But in stead I’m up at 11pm the night before this is to be assessed.
It’s not that I don’t enjoy it. I mean, I don’t dislike it, but some of the other blogs are amusing, concise, well structured, and the only reason I’m not linking you any of these is because it would make mine look worse that it already does. I feel as though I’m more suited to talking, though, potentially it’s just been filed away like everything else that I do, only to be done when essential.
Like emptying my bin. Only when it’s completely full, spilling out of the edges, will I empty it. And getting my haircut, every three months my hair is so riddled with split ends that I can no longer put it off (half of which is to do with the ridiculous prices people are charging these days). And walking my dogs, I won’t take them until 5pm, when I get back it has JUST become completely dark.
I can’t decide if I’m lazy, or enjoy the excitement of not knowing whether I’ll make the deadline. Though I do know, that many other students are making a greater effort than me, and I’m kind of getting FOMO. Who knew.